It’s sunday, for another 54 minutes. Today I’ve actually been outside, I took a walk to my mum’s place, and then we walked to the cemetary together. It was nice, I like going there, and I really enjoy having someone to talk to that is…I dunno…female? Not that I don’t enjoy talking to guys but sometimes it’s good to have a woman to talk to, even if it’s your mum.

The rest of the day I spent working. I’m seriously coming back now, the last couple of hours didn’t at all feel as horrible as the last week did. Guess I’m getting used to my job again, which is great. That means I can work my ass off in march, and get a shitload of money in april, and then spend it all when I’m going to London :D
Okay, I know it’s annoying that I keep mentioning London in every other sentence but I don’t care, I’m so happy to go back there. I really need something to look forward to and this is perfect, so thank you.
And yeah, I’ll send you post cards. I’m sorry it’s not from Chicago, London will have to do. But that’s okay, americans don’t seem to take care of stuff very well (my suitcase was a complete wreck when I got it back at Arlanda), I’m guessing that the British are better. *slaps herself*
Ofc British ppl are better, haha, we already knew that <3

Okay, I really need to eat something, haven’t had any dinner, maybe I’ll put the dark cover on my sofa, and then I’m off to bed. I’m working early tomorrow.
Ciao!

Okay, as I’ve told you before I’m going to London in May, I am not entirely sure about how I’m supposed to save enough money for the trip, but I’ll figure it out. Working my ass off seems like a good start. So I’m guessing March will be all about…WORKWORKWORK. Good, it’ll keep me occupied. And no shopping here. no clothes, no nothing. No stuff for my home. No unnecessary food. I want to spend a LOT of money in London, knowing that I’ll go to Primark, lol. And Waterstone’s! I like their webshop but NOTHING is as good as the real deal. So, give me ideas. What books do I need to read? I’m making a list for books to check out and maybe buy when I get there.

* The Timetraveler’s Wife (I left my copy in Chicago and I assume that the guy I left it with won’t spend money on sending it back to me, he probably threw it away a long time ago)
* Books written by Jodi Picoult, I really like her books, they are touching and they make you think and..mmm.
* I need the english pocket version of the first two Harry Potter books, because I (shame on me) have got only 12 books where there should be 14 (7 in swedish and 7 in english).

And that’s about what I’ve figured out so far :P I’d like to add that after this trip I will officially not have any space left in my book shelf, so someone needs to get me one ;)

I seriously can’t wait to get there, I love London so much. A colleague and friend of mine says that I should seriously try to move there, and I’m starting to agree with her. I’ve never stopped because shit is difficult before, why start now? Doesn’t seem as impossible as moving to USA och Australia and THAT’S a good thing!

Where in the world would you want to live?

Today it’s a month since I ruined my life. And it’s only two days left of what would have been my longest vacation ever. Instead it became the longest month in my life, it seriously feels like 6 months have passed, not only one.
I can’t say that I feel alive again, because I don’t. But at least I feel like I can act like it, pretend like things are okay and just go on with everything, which in time will make my life somewhat easier.

I just noticed it’s snowing. A LOT. I just got what “rage” meant about getting out in the snow, lol. And I have to go to a post office to pick up some stuff, eek. But, as someone said yesterday, we’ve been complaining about not having enough snow for the last 20 years, now we got it, and we’re still complaining.

Nah, I’m off. Got some things I have to get done and at 12 I have to start working.
Btw I’ll probably take the time to take som pictures of my apartment later today. I just need to find my camera :P
Ciao!

I’ve now paid the rent, I’ve paid part of the trip to Chicago (that I never went on, talk about wasted money), and I’ve got food and a living room table. Basically, I’ve got everything I need to survive this month, which is good because I seriously thought I’d starve. But I’m still going strong!

I seriously need to stop complaining. But then again, my blog is my blog, and I don’t write it to please someone else. It’s just that I actually feel pretty good right now. Sure, work is a pain since I’m not used to sitting down for like 6 hrs in a row, but that’s really all I have to complain about right now. I’m really trying to forget everything that’s been happening lately, I can’t do shit about any of it anyway, so there’s no use in mourning.

I found the china boots I got at the Christkindlmarket (we got Glühwein in them), it made me miss how happy I was back then. I miss the bratwurst guys!
You should really check out Chris’ website, www.chris-gonz.de.

EW. EWWW. I just remembered why it’s great not to have a TV. I think I just watched the most disgusting TV commercial ever! TV3, you should consider not doing sex commercials!

Now I really have to start looking for my headset, I need it tomorrow since I have to work from home.
Have a nice day ppl!
Ciao!

Yesterday I did something I haven’t done for as long as I can remember. I deleted all the text messages in my inbox on my cell phone. I started reading them a couple of days ago to delete what I didn’t need, but I soon realized that most of them were from someone who broke my heart in the most painful way possible, and I don’t want to think about it anymore so I just deleted it all. It was a good way to do it.

Today I’m going to work, then back home to unpack some shit, and after that I’m probably going to buy myself a living room table. Really needed, so I hope they still have it.
Btw, my baby cat slept in my bed tonight! She’s never done that before so I’m really happy. She seems to enjoy being without the other cats.

Now I’m going to eat breakfast, and then I’m off to work!
Ciao!

Today is a new day. I have to work today, a lot, so I should go make some food or something or I’ll probably starve before I can go home to eat something. Or maybe I’ll just bring noodles!
Anyway, there’s going to be a lot of work going on now, I still haven’t got the money from the trip back, but it seems like I will.
Before I go to work I have to unpack some more of my clothes so I’ll better get started :)
Btw, the curtains are awesome!!

Ciao!

So, today has been…I dunno, haven’t done much. I went to buy some food and hangers and some other stuff, then I went home, now I’m going to put my curtains up and put the books back in the shelf. The last part sucks because my mum did it yesterday, but I put a new carpet next to my bed and it had to go under the shelf, therefore I had to take all the books out. Bleh.

Haven’t heard anything about the job yet, I’m guessing I will tomorrow. The interview went really well, only thing that could be a problem is that I don’t have all the grades I should have, but with some luck that won’t be a problem either. So let’s hope!! I reallyreally want this job so if I don’t get it I’m back to school to get what I need.


Now, putting curtains up! Can’t wait to see what it’ll look like (I’ll post pics later, maybe :P)
Ciao!

I have one question for you Hemköp (local grocery store); Why did you think that I would need a Polish coin? I’ve got 20 groszy. Dunno how much that is but…
*googles*

20 groszy=0,49 SEK
Yay, I’m rich.. Haha.

Okay I’ve got a lot to do, but first I have to eat! Nomnomnom
Ciao!

Is a big day for me.
First I’m moving.
Then I’m going to a job interview.

Wish me good luck!

I got my curtains! They’re NICE! :D:D:D

Ooo, I’ve got big news btw! Guess who’s going to London in May? 17th to 23rd! Can’t wait, can’t wait, can’t wait, can’t wait, can’t wait! Primark, here I come! ;)
Woooo!

Anywaaaay, I’ll better get back to packing and cleaning and shit, got to go to my apartment tonight to look for my storage.
Ciao!