Heeeey, guess what? I’m in Chicago! And I’m having the time of my life! Such a beautiful city, it’s amazing. I think I chose the right time to come here too, it was pretty depressing weather yesterday, with rain and fog and stuff, but all the other days have been really beautiful and sunny, and so is today!
So what did it feel like coming here? I think scary but awesome is a good way to put it. While I was waiting or my friend at the airport, I was scared. Really, really scared. I had no idea whatsoever what would happen, or how it would feel..
I don’t remember how much details I’ve given you before but to make a very long story shorter, little more than a month ago I got in contact with a guy I first talked to about 2 years ago. So, since he’s got plans on moving to Europe, I thought it could be fun to meet him and see his hometown. Since he’s living in Chicago, there’s a lot to see. That’s why I left like I did.
So, basically I flew half-way around the world, alone, entering the states for the first time, alone, and met a guy I’ve never met before, alone. No wonder the guy at the passport control at the airport thought I’m crazy…

Anyway, my mission for today is trying to find my way to the train station, and get downtown. I’mnot sure whether to bring my camera or not, but since I’m alone for a couple of hours I think I’ll let it stay at the hotel for now, and come back and get it tonight.

Okay I’m off! Need to go, or I’ll never do so. At least I know how my internet works so hopefully there will be some more blog posts before I leave. If you’re wondering about the lack of pictures, well, my computer is way too slow to load 16gb of pictures so you’ll get to see them when I get home.
Ciao!

Hey… I’m at Arlanda Airport!
Freaky. I feel small. Alone.
And my neck hurts because I fell asleep on the bus. Usually I don’t do that but it wasn’t really that interesting to watch black….black..ooh a light!…black…

At 7.40 my plane leaves, and then I’m on my way!
One little Sabine in the big world, lol!
Okay, I don’t even know what to write, except for I’m meeting Idun, I’m meeting Idun…shit, that made me even more nervous.
Okay, time to leave this :P Hopefully I’ll update when I get to München!

Ciao!

Omfg leaving tonight. Not going to repeat how scared I am (lol).

Hmm…will I die from using dial-up internet at the hotel? Yeah, probably, from laughter. I haven’t had dial-up internet since I was like.. 12 or something. Nostalgia!

Anyway, still got some packing to do, but I’m good. All good. Camera equipment is prepared.
Need to eat something though, ate some sandwiches before and that’s all I’ve eaten today. Again. Failure.

Off to kitchen!
Ciao!

Oh-oh. I’m leaving tomorrow night. Am I scared? Yeah.
I’m packing right now, always makes me nervous. But oh well, I’ll be ok, I know that.

Btw, word of the day; jittery. Really fun word, never heard it before. Jittery. Useful!

So, I’ve been very busy for a couple of days so that might explain why I’ve been a baaaad blogger. Not really sure about how/when/if I’ll have any internet connection at all at the hotel in Chicago, so I really can’t promise that you’ll hear from me when I’m there. But I hope I will have internet, and if I do I’ll post an entry a day, at least. Maybe with pics..! ;)

So, off to bed!
Ciao!

In the fog

Hahaha


Got this when I commented on Linnea’s blog about the unfair ending of the movie. SEE BLOGG.SE AGREES WITH ME! :D

WORST. ENDING. EVER.

FAILFAIL.

Though, overall, very good. I’m looking forward to Eclipse :))))))))))

OK, just dyed my hair, it’s not dry yet so I can’t really tell if the result is okay, but it can’t be worse than before so I’m not worried. Anyway, I’ve been working today, and driving. A lot of driving. I love to drive! As far as I can understand I’m not that bad either, I mean I haven’t killed anyone, and I haven’t destroyed anything. Woho!

I actually think I’ll go to work today.. I’ve been working at home for a couple of days, didn’t really see any reason for me to go anywhere when I can do the same shit from home, but I feel like wearing something else than jeans covered in paint for once.

Off to work! Ciao!

Today is a failed day.

First I was working, that part was actually okay. Driving was ok too, I’m getting better.
Then it failed.

I’ve been to the doctor for the ultrasound examination of my heart. It was exciting to see, but it showed nothing, it looks and sounds exactly the way it should. He said that I’m probably out of shape and that I should exercise more. He can go to hell. I’ve been walking more the last 5 years than I have done the 15 years before, so there’s absolutely no reason at all for my pain, my breathing problems and the fact that I faint if I take a too hot shower. Nah.
Dunno if I should be happy or not, to be honest. A bit of both. Heart problems aren’t fun, but not knowing what’s wrong isn’t fun either. Right now I don’t feel like caring. Not to sound depressing but okay, maybe I die tomorrow, so be it. Though it still doesn’t give me a reason to get the swine flu vaccine, which I think is good. I don’t like the thought of it.

Now I’m trying to get a new job. Again. I have to check the employment agency once a week or so, but there are seriously NEVER jobs that I could even apply for. I don’t think I’d be a good surgeon.
I will have to move. Soon. Since I haven’t finished (or even begun…) my studies I won’t be able to move to England yet, which leaves me no option but moving somewhere in Sweden. I really hate the thought of that.
I’m just so tired. There are 250.000 people looking for a job in Sweden right now. Why would I get one? Oh right..I don’t. Fail.
Anyways.
Work now. Ciao!

Only 10 days left. Am I getting scared? Not really. Nervous? Yeah, you could say that. 10 days people.

Btw was driving in traffic for the first time ever today, exciting and scary :)