I had a day off from work today. For someone who hasn’t really had a good day off for a very long time, this day was very much needed. Usually I might sometimes have saturdays off, but it hasn’t been good weather or anything. Sitting inside all day long isn’t that stimulating, although it can be relaxing. What I need is things to do, to think about, that aren’t connected to my job.
I spent most part of this day outside, sitting by the water, which was probably the only place around here where the temperature was bearable. I do love heat and sun, but I have to think about dehydration n’ shit too ;)


I had a really good day, thank you
What I did instead of cleaning up my mess..


Goodnight


London <3

Yeah, I look a bit dorky. Not really used to people taking pictures of me, haha! That dress (which is actually a shirt) is by the way completely see-through..
So, Walpurgis Night. I had fun, good food, good drinks, good company and a nice bonfire – how could it not be great?
I got bit by a field-mouse (while trying to save it from fire and a dog), which is not so great. Doesn’t hurt anymore but they tend to spread bacteria, so I should visit a doctor tomorrow to get a shot and maybe some antibiotics (according to the medical adviser I talked to). We’ll se if I do it or not.
Before…

Some fire…

Now we’re talkin’!

So, overall a great day! Another one coming up tomorrow, hopefully!
Goodnight!
This is a really good day! I’ve talked to some nice people, and I’ve had fun and…yea, it’s a good day!
Sooo…I’m going to visit my aunts and cousins in april, weo! I don’teven know how many years it’s been, I lost count, so it’s going to be awesome! Can’t wait! I have to get bus tickets soon, so I’m sure I’ll be able to go :D
And then, like 2 days after I get home or something, I’m going back to the dentist. That CAN wait, because I’m really afraid that they’re going to tell me that they can’t fix what has to be fixed so they want to pull my tooth out. Because they can forget it! Won’t do it! Nope, I refuse. Fix it or put me to sleep while you pull it out. Since I know they can’t do the latter, they have no choice! :]
This morning I drove home drunk, haha. No, not really drunk, I’d been painting a bed in a closed room without air conditioner, so after I got home I got a headache. But I’ve heard that painting can make you feel drunk!
Now I’m off to sleep, working early tomorrow (again).
Ciao!

It’s sunday, for another 54 minutes. Today I’ve actually been outside, I took a walk to my mum’s place, and then we walked to the cemetary together. It was nice, I like going there, and I really enjoy having someone to talk to that is…I dunno…female? Not that I don’t enjoy talking to guys but sometimes it’s good to have a woman to talk to, even if it’s your mum.
The rest of the day I spent working. I’m seriously coming back now, the last couple of hours didn’t at all feel as horrible as the last week did. Guess I’m getting used to my job again, which is great. That means I can work my ass off in march, and get a shitload of money in april, and then spend it all when I’m going to London :D
Okay, I know it’s annoying that I keep mentioning London in every other sentence but I don’t care, I’m so happy to go back there. I really need something to look forward to and this is perfect, so thank you.
And yeah, I’ll send you post cards. I’m sorry it’s not from Chicago, London will have to do. But that’s okay, americans don’t seem to take care of stuff very well (my suitcase was a complete wreck when I got it back at Arlanda), I’m guessing that the British are better. *slaps herself*
Ofc British ppl are better, haha, we already knew that <3
Okay, I really need to eat something, haven’t had any dinner, maybe I’ll put the dark cover on my sofa, and then I’m off to bed. I’m working early tomorrow.
Ciao!


..to add some color to this night!
Nighty!
Maybe it was a dream,
never meant to
come true
Say goodbye to home
and let the dreams
fade away
Okay, I’m annoyed. Really annoyed.
Last week I got a letter telling me that there will be a chimney sweeper (is that the word?) over to clean the ventilation system in the kitchen. He was supposed to come today, which made me stay home from work since Lars wouldn’t wake up and I have curious cats so I don’t like having people in my apartment when nobody’s there to check on them.
Anyway, just got another letter telling me that they’ll come tomorrow. DUDE, people have work to do, how stupid can you be?!
Oh well. At least I got time to finish cleaning up, ironing clothes and so on. I’ll try to get time to work some tonight too, I desperately need the money.
Also, I’ve decided to give a dream up. It’s a dream I’ve had for some time but I now know I’ll never fulfill it so I’m going to leave it behind. It’s the dream about leaving Sweden to do a study year somewhere else. I’m still going to try to leave Sweden, there is just no reason for me to stay here. But I will never be able to afford a study year, it’s expensive shit. So I just threw away all the information I got from EF. This is the life of the poor.
Back to ironing.
Ciao

