I don’t know how many of you have listened to All Caps, you can find their webpage and listen to them here. They’re actually pretty damn good, their music makes me feel good and happy and life doesn’t seem so hard.

What I really wanted to show you is a music video, a collaboration with Meekakitty and soundlyawake.



Gah, how can you not adore Meekakitty?! I like her better ginger though :P

I’ve found new music. Or at least it’s new to me. Sometimes I find good music in the wierdest ways. I was reading a swedish gossip column when I saw a notice on Harry Potter star Emma Watson dating a musician. Apparently she was to be in one of his band’s music videos, so I went to Youtube to check it out.
It turned out to be good!

Wow, I just realized that I haven’t said a word about Eurovision Song Contest. GERMANY WON! <3<3<3
I feel very patriotic, but then again I usually turn to Germany rather than Sweden. Sweden just sucks for so many reasons, bleh. (and yeah, I'm on my way out of here, for you who'd like to tell me to move)

Anyway, I said the first time I saw the clip from the German song in the first semi-final that that’s a good song, and that I’m happy that Germany for once decided to send us some real music instead of the freak shows they’ve made themselves famous for. I actually liked their performance last year too, it was pretty funny and not at all as bad as expected. Seems like I was the only one though, they ended up on 20th place.


Here’s a short reverse medley from the years 2010-2000 with all the German esc contributions.



It’s funny because the last song is what I was looking for but I couldn’t remember the title, and it turns out that they guy who sang that song, Stefan Raab, is the same guy who made the casting show “Unser Star für Oslo” which was for the purpose of finding the singer who would represent Germany this year.
Something else that’s funny is that he himself ended up on 5th place with his rather ridiculous song. If I had known that I’d never let my classmates pick on me for that! (yeah, they picked on me for the esc songs, I’m serious)

Anyway, a slap in the face for them, Sweden didn’t get through the semi final and Germany won. Woah!

Countries who deserved more points; Norway, UK
Countries who deserved less points; Azerbaijan, Portugal (and probably a whole lot of others but these are the ones I remember because they got so many points that it made me upset)

Okay, enough about this!

I want to recommend some music. I’ve pretty recently discovered a band called Lifehouse.



This is the main song in the movie The Time Traveler’s Wife, which btw is based on a really beautiful story. Some day I might finish reading the book, I’d have to get myself a new one though. But no, I don’t think I’ll read it. It’s a great movie though!

Anyway, Lifehouse are great, listen to them! I mostly listen to them when I’m at work, gives me energy!
Ciao!

This blog post will be funnier with this music on ;)




I just got an idea, it’s something I’ve been wanting to try for some time but haven’t yet, so now that I have a new apartment and have to start over with designing my home anyway, I’m going to try it. I don’t think I want to tell you what it is until I’ve tried it, in case it fails. You’ll see within the next couple of days :)

Last night I did surveys for the first time in weeks. I can’t say it went all too well, but I’ll get used to it, I suppose. I seem to have a hard time dealing with the fact that I actually have to work, I guess it’s just the remains of having everything I wanted to fight for pulled away from me. It kinda feels like I don’t care what happens with me, the thought of being homeless and starving in the cold doesn’t really frighten me. I’m just a bit dejected. I know I’ll feel better soon, I have these periods when everything fucks up, I don’t give a shit about anything and sooner or later I regain my strenght and will to fight and everything is back to normal.

Okay, time to go buy some stuff, and then to the postal office. I’m getting some money, weeo!
Ciao!

Haha, wow, I just got an idea. A retarded one but anyway.
I was watching a video with Owl City playing live, this one;



Note Adam’s macbook. How awesome wouldn’t it be if he just posted something on twitter or facebook or whatever during the concert? “Lol I’m live”. I would definitely do that if I ever got on a stage with a laptop in front of me. Just saying!

One of the best songs ever.



So honest, so beautiful, and just what every woman wants.

(Music begins at 00.21)

I think my neighbours will knock on the door soon. Luckily my music is way too loud for me to hear the knocking. Gigi D’Agostino today.


Funny video, lol!


The reason to why my neighbours should be here soon. Pretty nice floor vibrations, lol!

Yay. Today I actually was at work. First time in more than a week, and it felt…wrong. Different. The place that has been, more or less, my home for more than 3 years now, suddenly feels all wrong. Unfamiliar. It’s strange how things can change fast.
Now, since I’m in a good mood while writing this, I’ve decided what I have to do.

1. Study. I desperately need an education.
2. Get a work. A real work, with real people, who don’t fire me for no reason at all and without telling me.
3. Go to a psychiatrist. I need help, and I need it fast. No pills, no fast fixes. I need real help, because I actually think I might have an emotional disorder. Thought so for a long time though.
4. Do what I want with my life without caring about what other people think about it. If I want to study in Brighton, why would I care about what others think about it? It’s my life, and I’m the one who has to live it.

That’s my plan for now.

And for the person who told me that he doesn’t think I’m dissatisfied with how I look, you just don’t know me well enough. I’ve gotten used to most of me, and learned to accept the way I look. Mostly. But there is still one thing I want to, no, need to change, so I don’t have to care about it anymore. My nose. Like I’ve told my readers before, I’m looking for a good plastic surgeon to fix my nose the way I want it. And yes, that’s my way to make an investment only for myself. Only because I want it.

It actually was pretty funny to go to work today. Got to meet some people I’ve really missed. It’s wierd how you get used to seeing people every day, it’s just been a week. A long one. We’ll see when I’m back next time.

And you’ve got a smile that could light up this whole town..

I’ve got a decision to make. A big one. Or not, but it’s important to me. Here’s the deal, November 19 I’m going to Stockholm for the New Moon premiere, gonna meet some friends down there. That’s more or less already decided. But a couple of days ago I got to know that Paramore is coming to Sweden, 10 days after the premiere. I’d really like to go see them, but I don’t want to go home to Härnösand for like…8 days, do go back to Stockholm again. So I guess the only real plan is try to find somewhere to stay for 9 days. Or just forget the fact that Paramore is coming to Sweden and go home after the NM premiere. WHAT TO DO?

(photo from paramore.net)